| It's been long! |
[Aug. 21st, 2004|10:37 pm] |
Well I know everyone is prolly surprised that I even logged on to live journal but I did. Last night DeAnne told me that I need to start updating my live journal again. It's been a long time since I wrote in here.... Almost five months huh?
Well ain't nothing new with me, just chillen. My summer was fun. I learned alot, about alot of people. Brooke lived with me all summer...which was hard but fun. We met alot of people at different places we went... Birthday Bash, Concerts, Parties, and all that fun stuff. Pulled all-nighters ALL summer...We'd get home no earlier than 3 and no later than 8 every night, even during summer school. There we times we didn't sleep at all! But hey.. we passed our classes! Both holding our jobs too... YEY for us huh? We got in trouble with my parents a few times for not coming home but it's ok my mom only cares AT THE MOMENT and by the next day she's fine.
Bithday Bash had to of been the most fun experience this summer!!! We went, me, Brooke anf Desiree... Looking all cute! Ya know how we do!?!? J/k... Got there, chilled, hung out... ran into an extended Benz!!!! We were like... DAMN!!! and tell me why them mutha F'ers were fine too! They stopped us and we got in with them... Sippin on some Hipnotic... ya know? Then we left them cuz they turned out to be lame as fuck! That's when it happened... I ran into a little T.I.-Cassidy looking guy... With his button up and his fitted hat... mmm... mmm...mmm!!! Looking all sexy. Then he approached me and got my number, his name was Jason...(kingston right Dezzy?) lol... We chilled with him and DJ Monte for awhile and then left. We landed up chillen at McDonald's parking lot for like 2 hours on Piedmont Drive... talk about some fine ass dudes... I mean Damn! Though I was giving my number here and there, the only thing I was thinking of was Mr. Jason. We headed to Buckhead at about 1 and that place was poppin... Chilled there til about 5:30. During the time being there Ms. Brooklyn met fine ass #2... Chris.. with his button up and fitted... mmm...mmm...mmm, rollin in a Denali! Then at about 6 we headed toward Stone Mountain to Jason's where we landed up sleeping... Next morning we came home at about 9am. Enough of that, basically we had fun... I stayed talking to Jason for a good little minute and he really helped me get over EJ. Brooke stayed talking to Chris too... So it was all fine and dandy! lol...
There were other times we had fun this summer too. We visited Lil' Mickey and Popi a few times too... taking out his braids, washing and re-braiding his hair... smokin with them and chillen at Lenox. Fourth of July we got a Hotel suite... talk about fun... got ourselves some Alize, Hipnotic, Grey Goose, Hennesy, and all that... It was me, Brooke, Kristen and we got two rooms, invited Josh, Chris, Darren, 50, Matt, Mike, and their little Villa Rica crew. Oh yeah, but then, I stopped talking to Jason and started talking to Josh (Chris' brother)... when I say fine, I mean FINE!!! They stayed there and we got fucked up... We drove to BP at like 4am and I was all swirvin, remember yall? lol... That was the 4th of July. The weekend before that we got a hotel room too... we invited EJ, Maurice, Alex and Chris... had fun then too.
We used so much gas this summer too... We drove to Villa Rica (where Chris and Josh live) all the time and stayed there with them, we had our fun right Brooke? lol...One time we went to visit them and we got back to Gwinnett at like 6am and we went to Steak N Shake... we were fucked up remember Kristen? Brooke passed out on us... lol... What else??? MM... we did so much that I cant remember half of it. One night me and Brooke got pulled over in Fulton County. I was going 83 on a 55 and I was out passed curfew and I didn't have my license with me, he gave a sobrity check and found alcohol in my system... lol... I'm surprised he let me go.. I got three tickets though... $554 I still havent paid.
We did alot though... But now school started and she's back at home with her mom. She's happy I guess... I don't like school this year, it's horrible... boring, and I'm a senior so it sucks. I miss cheerleading.. but its ok. I hate this year so much I dont think you understand. I just can't wait until I graduate so i can get the hell outta here!
Friends have come and gone all my life but for some reason no matter what, I can't find a friend like Danielle.. I miss her so much! Even after all the fights weve gotten into and all the things we've said to each other, I still can't be mad at her and not talk to her. I love her so much it ridicuous. She is truely my best friend forever. And Deon... I love him to death! He's like the best guy friend I've ever had. i can tell him anything and vice versa... He was in Chicago and Ohio all summer... him and Gregory... lol...I guess he's doing a new movie called Rollsbounce or something like that... and he had to grow his hair back for the movie so he has braids again.... :( But he's gonna cut it after this weekend cuz it's the end of the video shoots. I was at their house last week. i went to visit my D. Their house is finished, downstairs... oh ,y gosh... I love it... it's unbelievable! We didn't do nothing but chill in his room and watch TV... Oh yeah I stole his belt... lol.... Then we fell asleep and he gave me a back massage. It was a good time I got to spend with him being that I didn't really get to see him this summer. I almost took his Gucci book bag too cuz he got a new one. But I decided not to cuz you know people and how they run theire mouths! But that's that...
One good thing has recently happened in my life that I'm surprised to even admit to myself... I'm in love again... LIke for real, I met someone who makes me feel the way Devon used to. I am so happy. When I got a job at Hat shack at Gwinnett Place Mall my co-workers were Justin who is my manager, Krystin a keyholder, Arcio who was leaving a few days after I got there because he was promoted, and Trey who was just a part timer. I got along with everyone but I felt something different when I was around Trey. Just to sum it all up for you basically we started talking on the DL and then he left hat shack cuz he needed a week off before he left back to California... ya, I know... sad huh? He goes to College in Arcado California. He's a football player and cute as hell... mmm....mmm....mmmm, his football player body is so sexy!!! Anyway, we just eventually got together and started gettin serious. I love him! So much.... He's back in Cali now.. he left yesterday at 1:15pm and he comes back in 3 months. He says he's comong back for me... I believe him and I don't care what people say about "how stupid I am for waiting for him" All i have to say is that i love him and he loves me... I know he's coming back and we're going to be together like we've planned... He told me that he'd take care of me for the rest of my life, and he wants me to move with him to New York when I graduate because he's more than likely gonna play for the new york giants! He asked me to marry him too... Not a formal proposal but just outta normal conversation. I'm happy and waiting for these three months to pass by fast so that I can be with him again. July 10th was the day... Man do I love him. his mom, dad and little sister are nice, I feel acceppted and welconme in theit family. His mom called me yesterday and I talked to Sloan (his sister yesterday too) I like them and they seem to like me, so that helps. But anyway...
I guess Im gonna go... I feel like I have so much more to say but right now, I'm getting kinda tired of typing... I think I'm gonna go take a bath and go to sleep. Oh yeah, guess what? I cut my hair! It's right below my shoulders and I have bangs! lol... Anyways, Imma take a bath and go tot sleep, I have to go to church in the morning and then open the store. So i'll check back in tomorrow...
Much love to my mom, dad and sister... May God bless our family and keep us strong, To Danielle, I love you girl no matter what, Brooke, even though we hardly see each other anymore i still love you. Deon, thank you for everything baby!, DeAnne, I had fun last night.. hopefully we can do that more often (if you want) and by the way, we never talked!, All my new friends that I've met over the ast few months, and to my love... Travionne... I love you so much baby and I'm praying for you, goodluck in football and please don't lose faith... I love you... God bless you all... I love you! |
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| In Memory.... |
[May. 21st, 2004|02:02 pm] |
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| | Genuwine Stingy | ] | Okay so today is Friday! yey!!! And as much as it was exciting, it was very sad as well. Okay so I went to school and took my Word Processing Final, then to second period to take my language Arts final. I think I did pretty well on both of them, i think I just really need to study hard for my Algebra one... Anyways, as soon as the bell rang ffor us to go, me, Dez, and Brooke stormed outta the school, ran to my car, put the top down and split! We drove to Brooke's house to get my flat iron from Brittani and then took em back to work at 12:00, just to find out that they didn't even have to come in to work! lol...A+ Then we went to my house to change cuz it was too hot, and then to Discover Mills. We got a few things from Sirens..lol... and then we ate in the food court. After this, I took them to work about 3:00 and came home to get ready. We had all planned to go swimming in either my neighborhood or Brooke's, we invited DeAnne, and the boys... Everything seemed to be going as planned and then for some reason, DeAnne changed her mind and then the boys landed up not coming for another reason that Ill tell you bout in a minute. So I went and picked them up from work around 8:30 and we went to Larry's friends house so Brooke could get money from him and then to Target to buy some bathing suits... They're cute too, but man were we rushing Target was closing when we walked in the doors, so we were runnning. lol. We went back to Larry's and then came to my neighborhood to swim. man were we having fun when the damn cop came and chased us outta the pool, talking bout "it clearly read on the door that the pool closes at 10:00" We left and went swimming in Brooke's neighborhood. Then later took Brooke home and then I took Dezzy home. I came home, showered and then Drew came by and we chilled for a good minute... I came home at about 2:00 and then didn't actually go to sleep til bout 4 cuz i was on the phone with CD and SM for a long azz time. But that's bout it...
The reason that the boys couldn't come swimming is because a good friend of their's drowned and passed away... Sad huh? I really didn't know him like I know the rest of them but i did know him. I feel what their going through. I hope all is ok... and Ammon, I know your in a better place now, to watch over us all..
Shout outs: DeAnne: Love ya girly, more than you think... and don't change for the worst -k- BFFL.. Things need to be the way they used to! Brooke: you and your skimpy lil bathing suit! lol.. Dezzy: You and your goofy self... Mesha: Miss ya girly Danielle: I love you girl no matter what! The boys: yall if you need anything, you know who to call.. love yall CD - SM: Yall are some crzy ass people, but I still got love for ya! Shante: i dont know why the hell you calling me... but.. c'on now, get a life MOm, Dad, and Sis: and we shall save the best for last... love you guys! |
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| Foolish... |
[May. 20th, 2004|04:28 pm] |
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| | Christina Milian Dip it Low | ] | YEAH REMEMBER ME TELLING YALL THAT I WOULD NEVER GET UP THAT EARLY FOR A CLASS PARTY AGAIN? WELL GUESS WHAT? ME, DEZZY AND BROOKLYN DID IT AGAIN! WE WENT TO CHICK-FIL-A AGAIN TO GET A PARTY PLATTER FOR OUT 2ND PERI0D CLASS...YEY... IT WAS FUN. SCHOOL WAS ALRIGHT, WE JUST CHILLED PRETTY MUCH, EXCEPT WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT IM FALIING MY ALGEBRA CLASS... UGH! WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO? BUT ANYWAYS... AFTER SCHOOL WE WENT TO SONIC AND GOT SOME DRINKS... AND GUESS WHAT? I GOT INTO IT WITH THE MANAGER FROM SONIC... THAT BITCH TRIED ME! I GAVE HER A PIECE OF MIND, AND HURT HER LIL FEELINGS! STUPID BITCH. THEN I TOOK EM TO WORK, I CAME HOME AND IVE JUST BEEN CHILLEN EVER SINCE, JUST TRYING TO UPDATE MY LJ... YOU KNOW ME! IM ON THE PHONE WITH DEON AND TEXTIN DEANNE. ONCE BROOKE GETS OUTTA WORK WE'RE GOING SWIMMING AND WE'RE GONNA COME TO MY HOUSE, OR GO TO HERS TO STUDY FOR OUR LANGUAGE ARTS FINAL TOMORROW... OH YEAH AND IN THE MEAN TIME ME AND MY DADDY ARE GOING TO PRACTICE DRIVING IN MY MOMS CAR, CUZ IM GOING TO GET MY LICENSE NEXT WEEK... FINALLY! LOL... BUT ANYWAYS... I MAY CHECK IN LATER TONIGHT... SHOUT OUTS: NELLY...LOVE YA GIRL, AND I MISS YOU SOO SOO SOO MUCH! BROOKLYN...KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND DONT LET NO ONE DO YOU DIRTY! DEZZY...I LOVE YOU GIRLY, YOU AND YOUR GOOFY SELF! DEANNE...THINK OF THINGS FROM MY PERSPECTIVE AND IF IT WAS EVOL! MESHA...MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE AND BE HAPPY! DEON...THANKS FOR BEING YOU, I LOVE YOU LIKE A BROTHER! SM...KEEP BEING YOUR CRAZY SELF AND REMEMBER SATURADY! PONCHO...THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, LOVE THE WAY YOU BE CAKIN! AMIR...COOL CHILLEN WITCHA, WE'RE ON FOR THIS WEEKEND! EJ...ONE OF THESE DAYS, HOPEFULLY YOU'LL REALIZE IT! JULIE..I LOVE YA LIL SIS... MORE THAN ANYTHING! MOMMY AND DADDY... DON'T KNOW WHAT I DO WITHOUT YOU! LORD... WITHOUT YOU, NOTHING IS POSSIBLE!
GOODNIGHT YALL! BU-BYE! |
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| TOO DAMN EARLY |
[May. 19th, 2004|04:18 pm] |
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| | Monica Shoulda known better | ] | Tell me why, stupid ass me and Dez volunteered to pick up the Chik-Fil-A party platter for 3rd period's party today? Shit I'll be damn if I do that again! lol.. Yeah so okay let me tell you right? Me, Brooke and Dez planned to wake up EARLY AS HELL this morning and go get the food... We did. Wh yi woke up at damn 4:30, thanks to Deon, Oh yeah, but the way, we made up! YEY!!! My buddy... Anyways, thats irrelevant! So I picked up Brooke at like 6:15, we picked up Dezzy at 6:30 and drove to Chick-Fil-A on Indian Trail Road... Tell me why them crzy ass people didn't have out food ready, as a matter of fact, they told us that they never took the order! What? ok, so we waited there for them until 7:00, then we were late to school and my teacher flipped out on me.. cuz I had a final. Then walking through the hall with that big ass platter, all kinds od people were attacking me for my food.. Ugh! We stole some nuggets 2nd period (b4 the party) and ate.. Shhh! Me, Brooke and Dez, are not a good combination! we get in too much trouble... lol... We pigged out in 3rd, hanging together, we're gon gain hella pounds! lol! The rest of school was cool... 6th period me and Mesha were talkin and that dumb ass bitch Kentara told Lauren to ask Mesha to ask me for her orange hair bows.... ! Umm hello? I'm right here, now why the F can't you ask me yourself? but that wasn't the point! The hair bows werent even hers! Its like damn are you ever gonna get over me? lol... Anyways... what else? Umm... my phone is back on! YEY!!! I'm so excited! and I just can't hide it! huh Dezzy? Well I guess I'mma go... talk to yall later! Bye |
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| Just another Day |
[May. 18th, 2004|04:25 pm] |
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| | NB Riderz...Amor en mi Vida | ] | Yeah so just like yesterday, i really dont have much to say... School is almost over, I'm so excited... Guess what though? Me and Brooklyn have to go to summer school! lol.. We're going to make it fun though... we're going to Duluth and we have it all planned out.. I WOULD tell yall but... ITS A SECRET!!! right ms. brooke? Well I guess I'mma be going now I'm tired of typing so.. bye.... |
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| No more trouble! |
[May. 18th, 2004|06:20 am] |
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| | Tamia | ] | yall oh my gosh! Last night I went to pick up my yearbook from DeAnne's right? O... well I stopped at the gym to talk to Matt.. yeah I told a few things bout his girl. And? I'm just looking out for my boy... So today at school, I got there early and tell me why I was walkin the school with Shaquera and Justina right? well Janet (matt's girl) walks outside and asks to talk to me... i was like "ok (knowing what about)" Then she was like, "look bitch..." Umm hello? what? who you talking to? Cuz I know Damn well it ain't nichole! So I started snappin and finally told her that I didn't have time for her and her mouth... I turned to walk in the school avoiding trouble, (cuz you know I've been in too much this year) The bitch grabbed my arm and I I was like.... "what?" "who the fuck do you think you are grabbin my arm?" and I pushed her... Then the lil girl had the nerve to slap me... lol... like that hurt! I was thinkin, "She gon get hers" So I hit her a good one... now that was funny, you shoulda seen the look on her face! Then Mr. Dickenson came outside and separated us, she spilt his coffee on my hand! HOT!!! Then I got escorted to Mr. Geter's office and they called her in.. we all talked about the situation and I guess its straight now, she got in trouble, I didn't because it was self-defense... But yeah, just had to fill yo uin on that lil piece of information.... |
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| Sleepy, and Lookin a Mess! |
[May. 17th, 2004|10:51 pm] |
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| | Bowwow Hey lil Momma | ] | Yeah, I ain't got much to say today other than the fact that I'm tired, lazy, I dont feel like doing shit! I still dont have my phone.. I TALKED TO MY NELLY LAST NIGHT, THAT'S MY DOG MAN, MY HOME GIRL FOR LIFE! I NEEDED HER ADVICE ON SOMETHING... SO SHOUT OUT TO YOU GIRL, CANT NOBODY GIVE ADVICE LIKE YOU... THANKS. As for the rest of my day, it was cool... I guess, school is school... I'm just real anxious for it to be over I guess... But anyways, I guess I better get going now... Peace to yall who know I love you! |
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| Weekends not over YET... |
[May. 16th, 2004|08:39 am] |
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| | Destiny's Child Bug-a-Boo | ] | Yeah so today, my mom woke me up at like 8 to go to church, i guess when she was getting ready, she didn't realize that I was still sleep but I was.. lol... she woke me up before she left and she told me that me and Julie (sister) had to get up and go to church at 11! so we did... and it was a good sermon too.. for real! But anyways... after that, being that I have money now... me and my sis, were going to go eat. I called DeAnne to see if she wanted to come and she said no, she was sleepin, being her lazy self.. so me and my sis were on our way, Brooke called and asked me to take her book bag to her house, we did.. while we were there, I asked her if she wanted to come... She did. Waited for her slow ass to get ready and then we left and MAN did some shit go down with her and Larry! Damn, I aint never heard Brooke yell like that in my life! and what Kristen did was TRIFLIN as hell, but who isn't triflin these days, right? Anyways, we were on out way and decided to invite Dezzy.. we went and got her then we left to Golden Corral.... YALL.... that food was SOOOOOo good! We pigged out... I mean like I gained a good 10 pounds eatin! lol... Then we went to my house, chilled.... and then decided to go to the movies after running a few errands. We went to see "13 going on 30" that movie was SOOOOO cute.. i really liked it! had me and Brooke crying and stuff... lol. Then we went to WALGREENS to pick up our film and guess what? Man, did I get into in with Deon... that muth f'er.. did he make me mad! Oh well... we'll get over it.. that's my homie... my boy, my best friend! But anyways, I'm bout to go to sleep, gotta wake up to an early Monday morning! Goodnight. |
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| Just Chilled... |
[May. 15th, 2004|02:38 pm] |
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| | usher Twork it Out | ] | Okay so Brooke's moma didn't stop trippen on her, Sad huh? so me and Dez landed up going to the movies by ourselves and guess what guys? I got my tax return money! YEY!!! Aren't you happy for me? I am... Shit, cuz I actually got money now and dont need to depend on mommy and daddy anymore, except maybe for gas cuz DANG!!!! them prices are just getting higher and higher! lol... like the energizer bunny, well kinda! lol... Anyways, so we went to see, "Breaking the Rules" or whatever it's called... I'm mad we were like 15 minutes late though! lol... Cuz we had to go check on Brooke.. Larry was trippen on her! Yeah, but enough said bout that. After the movies we went to Brooke's neighborhood and we chilled. We got someone to buy us some drinks and we went swimming, then some friends came over and we just chilled out by the pool... it was FUUUNNNNNN! And then Dezzy told me and Brooke her story and made us both cry. i took Dez home at bout 1:30 and then I came home and went to sleep... Good night everyone! |
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| Saturday is here.... |
[May. 15th, 2004|09:35 am] |
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| | Flip | ] | Well I'm awake... surprising huh? I thought I was gon be sleepin in until like noon.. i was wrong. I am not tired at all... I was up at like 8! I got up and ate breakfast, called Brooke and talked to her for a minute... I also talked to Honey.. she's gettin ready for the WEDDING!!! yey! Well girl I'm praying for ya, hopefully all goes well. Me and Brooklyn were just trying to figure out what we're gon do today... Hopefully her moma stops trippen! (she got in trouble last night cuz she was to be home at 1:30 and we got her there at 2).. But as of right now I'm not sure what's on for tonight, I just know that homeboys wanna chill, but then we had planned to go to the movies with the otha homeboys, so shyt i dunno... caught up right? lol.... But I'll check in later on when I get home, So i can tell yall the whole day/night! Love yall... |
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